Just a Thought.
I’m thinking about dropping out of school and working.
..and going back to school later.
THANKSSS !
well i guess i would like to start off by saying thank you for the birthday post . i really do appreciate it . i won’t expect one everyday seeing as though you know its my birthday for the whole entire month lol , not the year like last year . 19 not as significant as 18 was to me , just one step closer to being out my teen years . didn’t do that much today or party just went to dinner but im turnin up this weekend so ill make sure i give it up one time for you & the hood lol . this was my first birthday not seeing you or getting a call or whatever since the 7th grade .. kinda weird when i think about it but not really . but thank you again shawty . i love you as well .
i can see that you have some things on your mind so whenever you are ready feel free to say what you want . it didn’t really much matter to me whether it was yesterday or today but its up to you . thanks again darling <3 .
i logged on today because i thought i had sumthn to say . but i really don’t . so im just making this post cause im completely bored with my life and so you know i didn’t forget about it or didn’t see your posts , which i did some time ago .
<3
recently, being at school has made me miss you in a different way. i really appreciate the dynamic in our friendship. the idea that opposites attract is so true! how i’m extra and goofy and crazy but at the same time nice and peace loving and then how you’re more mellow and relaxed but have attitude and you’re strong. i really appreciate that. we compliment each other. stuff that i may dislike about you… it doesn’t make me uncomfortable. some people here at school… there is stuff about them that i don’t like.. and it makes me uneasy. i don’t like that.
i miss being able to share everything with you.. and being around you. you’re fun, and you listen and you share your ideas. i like that, and i see you growing and changing and it’s cool… your changes don’t make me uncomfortable… like i just like everything about you… the old you, the new you and you tomorrow.
i can truly say that i will forever be your friend. even if we got into another argument, i need you to remind me of this.
i love you very much and i promise to always be here for you no matter what.
PS: i cannot stress how grateful i am for my valentine’s day gift. :D thank you very much. that was really thoughtful of you and i REALLY appreciate that. i hope (and plan to) that i can do the same for you in the future and you can never question whether or not you’re appreciated…
AHA! I HAD POST #100
Post #101:
I’m starting to fall back into my habits again. (SURPRISE) … I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. *sigh*
I really hope you and Mommy come next week. I really miss ya’ll and I haven’t seen her in forever! I’m glad ya’ll good now though too. I really miss you. Some of my friends here slightly remind me of you and your attitude and strong-willed-ness … but I still need my authentic Lonnice.
I was hesitant about you and Antwan and I still am… but we’ll see where that goes. I’m gonna try not to over think that shit and worry.
I think I want to get my wings tattooed Winter 2013. I need to find out how much they are going to be and where I’m going to get them done. Then we can go together. But hopefully I can get a small tattoo before then so that way I know what to expect. I’ll start my sleeve next year, and hopefully finish by senior year.
I’ve been talking to DuWy a lot lately …. ehh I’ma leave it at that. I’ll text the rest of that to you.
Songs I’ve been listening to this year: A Song for You (Donny Hathaway), Pussy is Mine (Miguel), Stay (Rihanna), and Bad (Wale feat. Tiara Thomas). Surprisingly since I don’t like “R&B”. Buuut, I checked my iTunes, my most played song is Almost There by Ab-Soul feat. Bj the Chicago Kid).
So I think I’m going to extend my sneaker hiatus until August. (1) because I don’t even have a job, so it is easy to not buy shoes: I don’t have any money (2) I want to get this tattoo (3) I want to go to Caribana & the Labor Day Parade (4) I want to live on campus …. and a host of other reasons. Plus I need to buy clothing and stop buying so many sneakers. I am selling my Metallic 5s and my Cement 4s …(sooo if you know anyone that wears a size 6 and is interested … they are up for sale…$100 but negotiable lol)
all these plans… and no action
*le sigh*
I LUV YUH DOE ;) <3
bestfriend.
shoutout to my shorty. the picture war that we had today (well saturday/yesterday) was refreshing and lowkey made my day. i love her alot yo!
our picture war was fun :)
never forget.
no i didn’t forget about you … or this blog …
idk why i haven’t posted .. being that i’m ALWAYS on tumblr
*shrug*
we have nine followers … 9 people that care about our friendship enough to be nosy lol.
just because .
i just wanted to say something seeing as though , this page is being neglected . i kinda got some things on my mind but i dont know if i wanna talk about it or if its even worth it . but for the time being ima just push it to the side because school is my main focus .
ohh lookey lookey .
its funny that you texted me telling me you posted sumthn cause i was just thinking you forgot all about it with all ya other blogs ms busy body . ya post about not sharing me was funny cause you know im like that with all my friends .. and then at the end you say im like that with all my closest friends .. lol funny . it doesnt bother me so much anymore as it would but yea . i still dont like when you or anyone else for that matter try to be friends with my friends .. but yeaa *shrugs .
i understand what you mean about dionna & autumn . lol but aint nothing that i can do about it . i dont think im jealous about any of ya other friendships .. i just felt some type of way about the zhara and soulmate thing but im over it .
that adventure sounds good , you know im down . lol shoot i be down for just about anything , especially when it comes to having fun cause thats how me & my mom are but yeaa ..
